Being married to an alcoholic is so exhausting. The past two years have really taken a toll on me. I didn't realize how much I'd been through until I sat down and thought about it yesterday. There are so many horror stories that I can't remember them all. Suffice it to say that i don't wish this on anyone...
Why am I accepting this nightmare as the only way to live? Why do I keep hoping so much? I feel so stuck....one day I will find my way out of this maze. Dare to dream....
For now, I keep swimming...just keep swimming...
